Spent all day yesterday allowing myself to grieve selling the house. my life will be lived out of a suitcase for a while. so I just kind of laid around all day, fellini movies, sleeping. Funny. Today I woke up and there is this is dead mouse or rat outside on the deck, lying on its back, hind legs straight up. I always take dead mice or rats as a good sign. Good omen. A rat is dead. That's a good thing. old things pass. New things are born. 

Me and Infinito on the phone all day today about the Europe tour and the coming American dates. back and forth. He doesn’t feel like he can wing it financially. Truth is it’s a free trip to eight countries in Europe expenses paid and we get a weekly. So its great. But still, life creeps up on you. mortgages, dogs, wives... obviously we’re all taking a hit financially to make it happen. and that's not easy. But that's rock and roll.