Found this on my desktop. Relevant now since la Princesa is running off to get married in a few weeks.

From: la princesa [laprincesa@xxxxxxx.net]
Sent: Saturday, September 14, 2002 5:29 AM
To: Fishy
Subject: Re: sleep well....

Dear Fishy,

I cant go to sleep right now because I'm so awake so I decided to write to you my thoughts, knowing its hard for me to talk to you sometimes because your mind is flying most of the times. you are insane. You know that right? 

I don't want to intrude and impose my thoughts and image of you but here I go.

the way we see ourselves, our awareness, and the emotions we feel, all of this is embedded in the way you can portray that to other people. you are far more complex Fishy to be playing in such small standards. I believe you’re here for larger scale and that has to be where you stand firmly and believe and taste and smell your success. I know we’ve talked about your ideal moment in life but im not sure your in that image. I can hear and feel that you belong much bigger. stop concentrating where you can play, these small, insignificant places without soul and concentrate with the big people. go straight for the source. THINK BIG, because you’re there baby. 

Your to professional to be dealing with who's going to be on your guest list. Your September 11^th song, I think is the most beautiful, you were confident, remorse and patient with your emotions directed to your audience. it crawls inside me and I want to love the fact we are all alive and bond with our piers dealing together with life. start working on a plan to hit the big people but in a harmonious way. don't be aggressive and cocky feel inside your inner mind to reach that goal and that will transpire to the others that are on the same wave length. analyze and really listen to your dreams and reconstruct how your going to share that with the world. stop acting like that star become that star.

when you play to your audience, bow your head down, and get them to be part of that mission we are all here for. I see you sitting in a stool-at the same level as them, transpire peace and patience so they can stop and belong to that with you. 1st start off with a slow and moving song so your not too aggressive at first so you can relax your crowd. no lights, completely dark, your band on stage but the ambassador nowhere to be found. maybe sing from back stage, so your alone and they cant find you, eagerly waiting to see your face. talk to them before you start a new song and explain where that song came about. imagine looking at a painting and not being able to understand what the creator was trying to convey. art is art but the understanding is much deeper. Chupito your there, you have been chosen to sing the songs of never-ending circumstances. 

stop believing in the image and become who your destined to become. there is no time to be wasted when every other day can be the last. love who needs to be loved and love yourself before that even happens..............

I’m sorry if I set up disappointments in the way im seeing you but im feeling it inside my heart and I only want to be the vehicle to direct you to your destination. I sometimes feel you don't get our journey together, im not upset but I wish you can stop and make our time more productive. you shut me out (not intently) and I have soooooooooo much to offer.

“I want to be the world book for you.

All my love,

la Princesa”