What the hell do you do with a bad kid?

There is a kid upstairs who is a hellion. I mean beyond a bad kid. he is like psychotic. At first you want to have love and patience for him and then you just want him the hell away from you. funny how that works... anyway, I have been thinking about how to help his parents. I mean, what can I say or do to help them raise this kid before he ends up dead or in jail before the age of twelve. He's only eight years old now and you would swear the kid is headed for the nut-house or jail before he reaches double digits.

His parents listen to me. often times they ask me how I know how to handles kids so well. did I major in psychology in college or something... no, but I've learned a lot from starting off a pretty bad kid myself. and Tony Robbins and Avatar helps you understand human consciousness better than most PhD’s do. the rest has to do with just cleaning up your own shit first before you expect your children to follow suit. that's easy. but not many people get it. most are still playing the ever popular blame game. And then passing that shit onto their kids... sucks for the rest of us.

In any case, I think about this kid, special K we’ll call him. what can she really do about him. he has no respect. he calls his mom bitch and tells her to shut the fuck up... I wouldn’t know what to do if that were my child. I would fucking kill him probably... how do you teach a kid respect? I tell her things like ‘listen, you can’t let him speak to you that way. if he does you have to punish him. period. You can’t let him be disrespectful to you or to his brother or to other people. you have to punish him. some kids you can talk to. other kids you have to punish. That's just the way it is. and frankly, as a young guy who doesn’t have any kids, I'm kind of freaking out thinking about this kid... I mean, what the hell do you do with a kid like this? what is she going to do with him? there's no like police or something you can call to say o.k. you fucked up today, we’re sending you away for the day... what do you do in the case where you have a psycho kid? crazy to think about. man I hate to say it, but I hope that doesn’t happen to me. but perhaps as they say in this case it is nurture over nature and it was just the way he was raised... and that's too bad. At his core he seems like a good old boy. But can you reverse eight years of being fucked up and raised wrong? or is he a goner? I would say there's still a chance for him... that's what I would pray for.

2005-07-18
G2: 15:47:46
u there?
the ambassador: 15:48:04
here
G2: 15:48:17
did u see the movie "what the bleep...?
the ambassador: 15:48:44
yes. my mom and Princess Little Tree had viewings at their homes before it got distribution. they know him the film maker
the ambassador: 15:49:05
he is an old time new ager, very active in the american new age community.
G2: 15:49:23
can u send me the dvd on the package u going to send? i will pay you for it
the ambassador: 15:49:36
i alreayd sent you the cd.
G2: 15:49:43
f*ck
G2: 15:49:49
ok i'll amazon it
the ambassador: 15:49:51
what dvd?
the ambassador: 15:49:54
what the bleep?
G2: 15:49:57
yup
the ambassador: 15:50:09
why not amazon it used. its prob pretty cheap by now.
G2: 15:50:23
ill do that
the ambassador: 15:50:32
let me see some designs...
the ambassador: 15:50:40
music is so competetive now... its crazy.
the ambassador: 15:50:55
what about our email blast?
G2: 15:51:14
one quest. when u say blu, do you mean no graphics? just a blue plain cover or grfx in it?
the ambassador: 15:51:59
i mean, that deep dark blue but prob with some grapics... we have to make an identity!!!
the ambassador: 15:52:13
has to make a statement. a plain cover wont stand out now....
G2: 15:52:18
i agree
the ambassador: 15:52:27
or it can be brown...
G2: 15:52:41
i see blue
the ambassador: 15:52:57
yes...
the ambassador: 15:53:18
especially with all those weird emails and graphics... we intend to use... blue is better...
G2: 15:59:17
yes u are right
the ambassador: 15:59:28
something striking
G2: 15:59:29
dark blue with fluorescent blue
G2: 15:59:34
like an acid trip
the ambassador: 15:59:37
but deep and you can sink into it....
the ambassador: 15:59:40
yes exactly...
G2: 15:59:50
not that i know how an acid trip is like, but i can imagine how
the ambassador: 16:00:10
yes.... you should do it though... it is so deep
G2: 16:00:15
send me some
the ambassador: 16:00:21
you understnad everything... at least you think you do at the time....
G2: 16:00:40
i've had similar experiences with magic mushrooms
the ambassador: 16:01:06
ok then yes its the same thing but acid has its own vibe. its very tingly... its like a crystal world
G2: 16:01:19
yes
G2: 16:01:45
i saw that
the ambassador: 16:01:49
you notice a different part of your brain that yo uhave never epxiereinced before.
G2: 16:01:56
exactly
G2: 16:02:16
i cannot describe what i saw or felt. all i can say is i felt like i had been there before
the ambassador: 16:02:22
yes
G2: 16:02:25
and i realized i was alone as ever
the ambassador: 16:05:31
yes the saddest realization. that is how god came about... the realization that we are all truly alone. organic matter with the unfathomable and unfrotunate awareness of ourselves and our own singularity and aloneness in the world....
the ambassador: 16:05:58
from that space we create things like gods and angels and spirits and an afterlife in our minds...
G2: 16:06:48
i felt guilty for not feeling attachment to life, family or my own history, i was in a dead time & space, no future no past. Just me...
G2: 16:07:15
it's been one of the most amazing experiences, i never imagined it would be like that
the ambassador: 16:07:23
wow. intense
G2: 16:07:34
i will tell you about it one day
the ambassador: 16:07:45
you jsut did my friend
G2: 16:07:55
but more
the ambassador: 16:39:42
i need the passwod for .tv
the ambassador: 16:39:49
i cant read that renewal form
G2: 16:40:13
try ******
the ambassador: 17:02:37
this is bullshit
the ambassador: 17:02:40
too much money
the ambassador: 17:02:42
all these fuckers
G2: 17:03:12
fucking gangsters..... how much do they want?
G2: 17:03:21
the cyber mafia, ever heard of it
the ambassador: 17:03:38
110 per YEAR
G2: 17:03:39
the nature of their business is mafia to start with
G2: 17:03:47
remeber where they got the dot tv from?
G2: 17:04:00
they bought out the community of tuvalu islands
the ambassador: 17:04:17
oh i remember.
the ambassador: 17:04:35
what bullshit. so now we are all forced to buy it or we could have other people profit from our hard work
G2: 17:04:59
certainly a smart business model... a monopoly
G2: 17:05:08
they can charge whatever they want too
2005-07-19
the ambassador: 11:50:30
bro, i didnt hear from you regarding the email blast. can you do me a favor and give us a timeline on things like that from now on? jsut we know how to schedule... thanks
the ambassador: 12:28:26
see my emails about upc. i hav to get back to itunes today
G2: 12:39:35
on the UPC spreadhseet kaotic & jum camacho show the same UPC code, why?
the ambassador: 14:22:25
sb
G2: 14:22:50
sb
the ambassador: 14:23:01
see my email
the ambassador: 14:23:05
jsut resent it to you
G2: 14:23:13
lemme see
G2: 14:32:47
please send it as an excel, copying everythign from the email is not fast
the ambassador: 14:33:09
yo got it
the ambassador: 15:01:22
G2
the ambassador: 15:01:26
i jsut fucked up
the ambassador: 15:01:31
i have to send it to you again.
the ambassador: 15:01:32
sb
G2: 15:01:34
ok
the ambassador: 15:10:59
G2
the ambassador: 15:11:01
emergency
G2: 15:11:17
ttmd
the ambassador: 15:11:42
go to the transcenden army page
the ambassador: 15:11:45
someoen sjut emailed me
G2: 15:13:42
not found
the ambassador: 15:15:03
i know. what happened?
G2: 15:16:32
i havent handled your site in a while, Infinito does that now. let me log into the server and see what happened
the ambassador: 15:17:39
ok
G2: 15:19:31
the directory is not there
G2: 15:19:34
it has been deleted
the ambassador: 15:19:48
what the hell???
the ambassador: 15:19:58
i know infinito never touched it or worked on it...
the ambassador: 15:20:06
what the heck is going on?
G2: 15:27:28
i have no idea
G2: 15:27:36
the army pages are not there
the ambassador: 15:29:41
man im going to fuckign go ballsitic. i have a meeting on friday for this page with a non profit org
the ambassador: 15:30:01
this sjut made me look like an idiot. where are these pages. and how fast can we get tham back up?
G2: 15:30:08
i am uploading the army pages again
the ambassador: 15:30:36
well at least from now on its only you and infinito uploading pages.... no one else...
G2: 15:30:38
http://transcendence.com/army2/army.htm
the ambassador: 15:31:37
ok bu there are pages missing, pictures missing
the ambassador: 15:31:41
yu are a lifesaver
the ambassador: 15:31:46
hey let me ask you a question
G2: 15:31:55
the missingones are being uploaded now
G2: 15:48:23
uploaded
G2: 15:48:34
but the dog tag script doesnt work
the ambassador: 15:48:45
i wonder why???
G2: 15:49:05
did chicaska ever fix it?
the ambassador: 15:49:13
sb let me go there...
G2: 15:49:15
have u been getting orders?
the ambassador: 15:49:41
yes. we jsut got on. BUT i think they are coming through the merch page that Infinito built and not the TA page.
G2: 15:49:49
i see
the ambassador: 16:03:42
G2
the ambassador: 16:03:55
the script is bad. yo uare right... how/who ca we fix this?
the ambassador: 16:03:57
can
G2: 16:04:33
it needs to be redone... or fixed
G2: 16:04:49
i see redone as easier tahn fixed
the ambassador: 16:04:56
ok.
G2: 16:05:02
as we dont know how her programmer did it
the ambassador: 16:05:23
we will be meeting on friday and talking about a redesign that focuses on it being a non-profit thing and then we will action-step the redesign.
the ambassador: 16:05:35
thanks for coming through asap. appreciate it.
G2: 16:05:48
who are you meeting with?
the ambassador: 16:07:20
carolyn something from some non profit org here in ny. she will be putting the whole thing together. turning the transcendence army into a non-profit where we sell dog tags to peeps in different colors so all the money goes to help kids.
G2: 16:07:47
that is great dude. Great idea.
the ambassador: 16:12:20
i know. its cool. we'll sell alot of dogtags and it will be a good feeling to feel like we're helping kids. Really helping kids just like we were when we were kids. Haha! just by doing what we already do, selling dogtags to members of the TA. makes me feel good inside.


Current spin: kazumasa hashimoto, Yupi. This is GREAT music!!! finally. After spinning through a few more of these of this style than I cared to I finally found this. this is great instrumental bleep or glitch music. really good. really really good. also The Rachels. Another really good band. one song on the album. Eighteen minutes long. fucking great.