Stuck in a time warp. Somewhere between not quite being who I want to be completely, but not half as bad I used to be. When is day and when is night? Went from no caffeine for years to just dousing my body with it the last few months to keep up. Yesterday I had 11 espressos. When I sleep I still feel awake, as if I am watching myself sleep. My mind just racing. Its crazy.

Current Spin: linkin park reanimation remix album. really good.